Dollies, cosplay and ... stuff.

Oh my god. I... have it all planned.

A few months ago, I got my eyes on a doll that I wanted, and I can finally bring him home in just a week or two. I'M SO EXCITED, you have no idea. It'll be my second SD sized doll, and dsjkdhgjffdfgjkg all I can say is that he's very very special and I'm looking forward to this so damn much.

I also have a cosplay I'm working on. Well... a cosplay I'm SUPPOSED to be working on, seeing as I am super slow about it. I really need to get my butt in gear and start, because I keep having anxiety attacks about it, and that SUCKS. It's always easier once I've actually started the creation process, but for some reason, actually getting past the start line is really fucking difficult. I wish there was a way for me to just push a button and get it over with. Sadly, that's not the case. I know there's motivation, I just am pushed back by my own uncertainty that I'll be able to make this. \o_O/

LIFE... is. Okay, I guess? I don't do much, I'm still... STILL looking for a job. I'm getting tired of this. I don't get out much, and I miss people and social interaction. Otherwise... yeah idk.